Loads of questions, hope, desires... and a long way in front of me, ready to push the bottom start.
No more full independence, intenational way of life, people coming and going, ease life.
Last months everything flew easily. Meeting friends, finding job, studying course. I go my way, i suppose you, reader, you go yours. Future is uncertain, so let´s do not plan it, face it everyday. So easy to say... I think i´m quite understanding whatever the situation is, it´s your choice it´s up to you. But it doesn´t mean i wouldn`t like the situation to be different. Not many times i´ve tried to reach something more or less as planned in my head, and of course, it usually failed. And i felt bad, dissapointed, stuck in the middle of nowhere, and asking myself "ummm, great and now what?". Go on, let it flow again!
Quite different from Sheff, where i used to plan many things, right? Nearly anything went bad. Thank you for been always there! Independece surounded whenever i wanted. And i got used to it. Baaaaaaad, very bad!
But do i have to choose between dependence, loose nice things to do but feel happy whatever i do and independece, do what i´d like to but feel sometimes wierd? Half, half? Third option, learn how not to feel weird whatever the situation. But that´s hard and, maybe hard to believe, i´m shy sometimes...
Anyway, i go my way, u go yours, we may cross!
